Tuesday, November 06, 2007
fRiEnDs...
This blog is soon going to use by me as a channel to vent my anger.. well.. i feel so damn down now.. friends who u can clique with are hard to find nowadays.. let alone having good friends who u can talk to..
For me.. i have done something that i could not forgive myself la.. i never know it has such a huge impact on the party.. for the matter of fact.. lets start from the scratch.. one of the seniors in my hall like my gd frd.. but my gd frd does not like him at all.. so its like quite awkward for a few of us simply bcos we know the both of them.. then get to know that there maybe another person.. so as a frd.. i definitely wanted to find out.. the person i found out is like someone i know to.. and relatively close.. so i was wondering if my frd likes the senior oso since both of them are veri close.. so i was discussing wif another of my gd frd and analyze the behaviours of theirs.. then the gal roommates was like telling this frd of mine wat the 2 of them was doing in her room and stuffs like tt..
So the next day when i was studying wif this gal frd of mine.. i told her wat we have analyze and stuffs lo.. hopin that she may say out how she feels.. in e end.. i told her every single details.. and this frd of mine went to thrash it out wif the other 2.. and this sours their frdship.. which affects the both of them..
So today.. my frd was like asking me what the hell did i tell this gal frd of mine.. i know its partly my fault.. but i din know it affects so much.. she din bother to hear me explain.. every single things i said.. she will just accused me of covering my ass.. den ask me what shld i do.. when i said le.. she just say i was trying to make this worst.. when i apologized to her.. she said forget it.. things will nv be the same.. i understand her unhappiness.. i admit its partly my fault oso.. but i nv think of covering my ass.. i was quite affected by this.. cos i treat them as my gd frds.. now maybe even frds oso hard to be again.. sigh..
Why things have to turn out like tt.. i just hope.. just hope.. everything will turn out well.. at least.. strengthen their frdship.. if i have a choice.. i will choose my frdship wif them sour than their frdship btw them sour.. sigh..
NiKe_bOi
5:53 PM
